yesterday night (or more accurately should be today wee morning hours) i had a dream. A bad dream ... scary.. i was thinking whether I want to post this up because this dream is really absurd and a bit erm.. i dun know how to say.. anyway.. i decided to post this up anyway. think anyone who carry on reading will feel weird weird ...
In the dream, i found myself giving birth to a baby?? werid? i'm not even at the marrying stage of age yet i have this kind of dream.. anyway.. let's continue..
In the middle part of the dream, i forget what i had been doin.. i just remember that i suddenly got people ask me i give birth to a boy or a girl.. then i was like so shocked ( cause i dun know what is the gender of my baby in the dream.) Speechless... i turned towards my maid who was at that time carrying my "baby" and asked her my baby was boy or girl.. absurd ?? please dun laugh.. this dream is getting scary ... please read on...
If u are thinking why i didn tell u readers about the gender of my "baby" .. is beacause.. my dream didn had that scene.. or maybe is that i forget about it le.. as u all know de ma.. dreams are sometimes diffuclt to remember..
Following on.. i remembered that i put the "baby" onto a bed... but noticed that it was in a small baby bath tub. It seems like there is water inside.. not too sure.. I just know that after that i went to somewhere in the house .. cannot remmeber go where or do what..
At the somewhere in the house, while i was doing something ( i cannot remember doing wad also) .. i was like suddenly very shocked... really very shocked... the feeling i felt in the dream was quite real.. i suddenly feel that the "baby" was dying! i panicked!
I ran back to the small bath tub where i put the "baby" in... the water turned into brown tea (although in the dream i didn feel shocked that the plain water turn tea) the tea filled the whole tub and i saw no "baby" I was then thinking that where is the "baby" ? maybe my maid had took the "baby" out .. for assurance.. i soaked my hand into the tea ...
In my horror... i pulled up the little "baby" !!!! the little "baby" had closed his/her eyes.. the body which i felt in the dream was hard and cold. real cold! I put my finger across the "baby" .. it was not breathing.. really not breathing.. in my hands.. holding the little "thing" ... dead...
I am stunned... panicked...shocked...i ran towards my maid to help save my "baby" .. maybe the "baby" had only stopped breathing for a while nia... the "thing" that i hold still shows no sign of living..
At that time in my dream, i was so sad... really sad and really really very scared... In the dream, i have caused the death of my "baby" .. "baby" really is dead...
Because at that point in time i was so afraid and sad until my heart was really like pumping out of my body that i woke up... my tears in relate to the dream was only at the brim of my eyes.. my heart was really pumping hard.. as if the dream was real... scary... i was so afraid that i wouldn''t get back to sleep.. As i woke up.. i felt so relived.. really super relieved that this is ALL A DREAM!!!!!!! super glad... I couldn't imagine if in real life this happens.. i might as well be dead...
As i couldn't get back into sleep... i recall this scary dream.. suddenly i felt super errie that i remember the point in time that i held the "dead baby" .. i realised that the "baby" hands and legs had disappeared.. errie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have no idea why i had this dream.. people always say what you think in the day, at night u willl dreamt of it... but this issue of giving birth and a baby ... is a bit too far off!!
Anyway... this is JUST A DREAM>>... hope that now that i say it out .. i wun have the same dream again.. please....
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